I can't do anything nice for anyone. I feel as if I've failed as a human. This is all real mopey and lame, but it's how I feel.
I'm not a nice person, I'm not friendly, or caring, or any good trait most people have.
Instead I'm angry, mean, hateful, and bitter. It's how I am. I hate it, and have been trying to change it for 8 months. Something has to happen because this will not go on any longer. I've already hurt the ones I love too much, and I can't do it anymore.
This has to be changed.
I'm not a nice person, I'm not friendly, or caring, or any good trait most people have.
Instead I'm angry, mean, hateful, and bitter. It's how I am. I hate it, and have been trying to change it for 8 months. Something has to happen because this will not go on any longer. I've already hurt the ones I love too much, and I can't do it anymore.
This has to be changed.
