Well..

Lately, I've discovered what kind of person I am.

I'm not very nice to the people I love

I want to be talked to constantly

I wanted attention and to be told cute/nice things

I want someone to hang out with all the time

I steal people from their friends

I don't treat anyone kindly

I hate too quickly

I'm negative beyond belief

I can't do a thing right

I can never go a day without being mean

I get attitude way to quickly

My boyfriend can't keep doing this with me

I'm falling apart at the seams

I cry everyday. Hard

I will never forgive myself

I have about 3 friends, 1 who is constantly mad at me

I have very little confidence

I don't have a job

I whine too much

I'm trying my best to be a better person but it just isn't happening, obviously

I don't know what to do anymore, and I'm on the edge of breaking point

I feel as if I never do anything right, and I never will. Basically, I just want to make my boyfriend the happiest person ever, and I want him to love me to death and think of me when he's not with me and I don't even know. Justin, if you're reading this. I'm deeply sorry I'm so horrible, and I love you to death. And you're the reason I want to be a better person, you have given me so much help and patience, you deserve for me to be a better person and you're going to get it.